Sunday, February 14, 2010
6-24-08
I can't believe I havent blogged in two months... Been busy...which is a good thing.
Still doin the M-F, 9-5, that pays the bills, going on 14 months at Tony & Tina's, and recently got cast in what stated out as a TV Pilot, but might now turn out to be a short film. The reason I got cast in this is because of a character I've been playing for 10 years.
I had few relationships in HS and after HS, the ones I had didn't last and I beleived it was beacuse of me most of time..I was depressed for a long time.
I went thru some good times in the late 90'S when I was a psydo-celeb working in radio where I was going thru women like old socks. I was a good catch and I wasn't about to turn any of them down...Then I fell for an Italian beauty named Ali...she knew more about me than just about anyone I've ever known...which is why she left...she knew my demons and couldn't accept them. I was crushed and didn't want any women to get close to me, I didn't ever want to feel that pain ever again. So I found out what would scare off the women and started to become that person. I started out small by using the "dirty old man" look with the eyebrows, then started with the perverted comments and though some people saw though the act, I kept myself out of serious relationships...till the married woman I was seeing actually got her divorce and moved in with me...I would marry the rebound girl...she accepted my deamons at first, but in the end, I found out I couldn't live with hers.
I kept the act going, because I was happy being single. Now the dirty old man act had gotten me an acting job...God works in mysterious ways.
Speaking of which, If I could of asked God for the perfect woman, I would have asked for someone who is a good person, beautiful, younger, great sense of humor, has a job, understands the value of a dollar, gets along with her family and mine, sees thru my BS an knows I'm a good person, doesn't complain, and understand that if I'm busy, it's not that I don't want to be with her, it's that I'm just busy.
and God listened.
Life is good.
Still doin the M-F, 9-5, that pays the bills, going on 14 months at Tony & Tina's, and recently got cast in what stated out as a TV Pilot, but might now turn out to be a short film. The reason I got cast in this is because of a character I've been playing for 10 years.
I had few relationships in HS and after HS, the ones I had didn't last and I beleived it was beacuse of me most of time..I was depressed for a long time.
I went thru some good times in the late 90'S when I was a psydo-celeb working in radio where I was going thru women like old socks. I was a good catch and I wasn't about to turn any of them down...Then I fell for an Italian beauty named Ali...she knew more about me than just about anyone I've ever known...which is why she left...she knew my demons and couldn't accept them. I was crushed and didn't want any women to get close to me, I didn't ever want to feel that pain ever again. So I found out what would scare off the women and started to become that person. I started out small by using the "dirty old man" look with the eyebrows, then started with the perverted comments and though some people saw though the act, I kept myself out of serious relationships...till the married woman I was seeing actually got her divorce and moved in with me...I would marry the rebound girl...she accepted my deamons at first, but in the end, I found out I couldn't live with hers.
I kept the act going, because I was happy being single. Now the dirty old man act had gotten me an acting job...God works in mysterious ways.
Speaking of which, If I could of asked God for the perfect woman, I would have asked for someone who is a good person, beautiful, younger, great sense of humor, has a job, understands the value of a dollar, gets along with her family and mine, sees thru my BS an knows I'm a good person, doesn't complain, and understand that if I'm busy, it's not that I don't want to be with her, it's that I'm just busy.
and God listened.
Life is good.